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I'm sorry I haven't posted in a while. I've been really sick, like in the ICU sick, and had surgery today. I'm out now after the surgery.

Tie-dye Green

I had fun last night, I went nuts and decided to tie-dye all of Roth's whites green. Don't know why, just did. He looks cute in tie-dye.

Getting Better

Roth is starting to get better but, I think, we still have a ways to go before he is healthy. He was only was sick to his stomach twice last night versus four times.

Sickness Hits Home

Roth is sick. He's been throwing up and the doctors say it's stomach flu, which is absurd as by deffinition the flu affects the lungs and broncial areas and nowhere else so he cant actually have a flu in his stomach. The proper term, they think I wouldn't understand if they used it, is gastroenteritis.

A Night Alone

Last night was my first night alone with baby Roth and all went well. I actually slept some and heard him cry every time he woke up. It was still a long night...

Why sleep depravation and paranoia don't mix

Ok, things are a lot freakier at night. Things that appear normal during the day are wicked scary at night. Last night the light from the snake tank looked just like eyes watching me and Roth and I swear someone else was in my bedroom with us. Normally I'm fine in my own room.

I didn't get a lot of sleep because I was afraid Roth might stop breathing or I wouldn't hear him if he cried, this only increased my parania of time went on. Really, by 5 am this morning I was a bulthering mass of veritable nonsense...then mum made me go to bed and I slept till now.

Homebound

I came home from hospital today and brought my new baby with me. His name is Roth Rowan and he is so cute (I think). Not much else to report.